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Has two guitars called Max and Taylor that practically live in school.
Now I have BRUCE, my awesome new guitar.
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Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 11:48 PM

1. YOUR REAL NAME: Esther Mak

YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.):

Estizzle?

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME (favorite color and favorite animal):

Monochrome Lion?

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (your middle name/nickname and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number):

Makkeah Balmoral. Okayy…

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name):

Makes. Or is it Mak Es? Cause it says MAKES.

6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink):

Lime Green Peach Tea :D

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms first name)

Skmnkji. It sounds Japanese?

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parents middle names).

Likoon. HAHA. I thought it looks like ribbon.

9 . YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets).

Black Bloo?

10 . YOUR HOOD NAME:....first 3 letters of your first name and add -iqua.

Esthiqua. MYSTICAL.

How old are you going to be when you get married?Put an X in every box that applies to you.Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card (Hello? Not driving)
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car (If it means pumping petrol then yes.)
[ ] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election (WHAT ELECTION? Singapore doesn’t have any.)
[x] You can cook for yourself (HOME econs.)
[ ] You think politics are exciting
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends
Total: 3
[x] You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[x] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse (pencil case actually ;D)
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[x] You have never smoked a cigarette
[ ] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You've watched talk shows. (Tonight Show. Its really funny)
[ ] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[ ] You drink coffee[caffine] at least once a week. (Can’t. It makes me sleep)
Total: 9
[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[x] My parents trust me
[x] You can mow the lawn
[x] You can make adults laugh without being stupid (When I do that, I make them look stupid. Lame jokes :D)
[ ] You remember to water the plants (Plants? What plants?)
[ ] You study when you have to
[x] You pay attention at school/college
[x] You remember to feed your pets
Total: 17
[x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up. (OH LOOK. Its in the question (; Hahas.)
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[ ] You clean up your own mess ( I clean up others. Not mine)
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You have gained weight since middle/high school(Who hasn’t?)
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine (Look above)
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[ ] You can type quickly
Total: 20
[x] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party (That’s just weird)
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job (Well if I’m not taken seriously I can tell my parents that I broke my guitar and they won’t care)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are (Some)
[x] You can say no to staying out all night
[ ] You use the internet every day ( if only I could)
[x] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while (Shall I list out my wardrobe? Excluding school stuff: 8 Shirts, 2 pairs of jeans, 3 FBTs, 5 pairs of socks and 2 pairs of shoes)
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it

Total: 24
My marriage age is 24. PROVE IT MAN.

How blonde are you?Take the number of x's you have, divide it by 40 and times 100 to find how many percent Blonde you are!
1 [ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking (Don’t eat gum)
2 [ ]Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking (Look above)
3 [ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door
4 [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.( Don’t mind trying)
5 [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks
6 [ ]You have ran into a tree
7 [ ] Tried to lick your elbow
8 [ ] You tried to lick your elbow (same question?)
9 [ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
10 [ ] hahaha You just tried to sing them
11 [x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen
12 [x] You have choked on your own spit
13 [ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.
14 [x] You didn't notice that in the last question 'the' was spelled twice
15 [x] ha haYou just looked at it
16 [ ] Your hair is blonde
17 [ ] People have called you slow ALOT!
18 [x] You have accidentally caught something on fire (Duh)
19 [ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose
20 [ ] You have caught yourself drooling
21 [ ] You've fallen asleep in a laundry basket
22 [x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
23 [ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
24 [ ] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you
25 [ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice' (I’m told to use my outside voice)
26 [ ] You use your fingers to do simple math
27 [ ] You have eaten a bug
28 [ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important. (sleeping?)
29 [x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize (And I wore it to school. MY blouse. Hahas)
30 [ ] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
31 [ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you
32 [ ] You break a lot of things
33 [ ] Friends know not to use big words around you(my vocab sucks but they still use them. Even teachers. Luckily they tell me the meanings. Like Tangible. Hahas.)
34 [ ]You sometimes tilt your head when your confused
35 [ ] You have fallen out of your chair before
36 [ ] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling/wall
.37 [ ] The word 'umm' is used many times a day ( I prefer ‘like’)
38 [x] You called a friend and then completely forgot what you were gonna say
39 [ ] You have spelled your name wrong
40 [x] You have drawn a disformed heart

25%. Well my hair’s black. Not blond, stupid quiz.



Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 9:25 PM

Hahas. Found this on Delia's blog.

We finally finished the leadership workshop thingy. (:
The fun thing was actually the neon ball thing.
Thanks to siyue and aqilah we managed to break the so-call record of 6 secs to 2secs!
GO 2D!! (: oh and not forgetting 3 cheers for 2E :D
Yea basically the game goes like this, everyone has to touch the neon ball once n only once, and the person touching the ball cant be right next to the previous one.
So yea, siyue came out with a plan and told us to line up in 2 lines and then stretch out out hand alternatively, left right left right, then aqilah would run through (:
So yea. WHOOPS!

Oh and then the guy mentioned some ppl actually uh. Asking ppl to queue up in a loud voice (:
That person is none other than esther mak (:
Hahhaa. I wont say much, afterward she scold me again. ^^
Heehee~


I'm super tired and I don't want to go for PE tomorrow. Shucks. I just want to skip school. Hahas. Today I overslept cause my mom forgot I had school. So then I came really late (for my standards). Found out Dhivya and Linette were betting on whether I would come. Hahas. Changed sitting positions again. Sitting next to Gracia but I want to switch with Stacey. Hahas.
I PASSED EVERYTHING. Thank you, Lord. Its by your grace that I passed everything and all the glory belongs to You and You only.



@ 8:57 PM

Kris won american idol. Adam's always awesome anyway. Hahas. I'll do some kind of montage. Upload it soon. Hahas. I'm aching all over. And its not due to the games, its due to our stretches. I think the stretching lasted 10 minutes. Hahas. Can't wait for class party.



Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 11:11 PM

Kate Perry supports ADAM LAMBERT. I think. Awesome. Hahas. This is like at the start of her performance.



@ 10:53 PM

Heys guys. I'm really bored. I should update. Like alot. but its all in my notebook, so why don't you just take it and read. Hahas. Okays. I'll find one day to type out all i have to write. Hahas. Watching american idol. ADAM LAMBERT ROCKS :D Hahas. Now I feel like crap. I hate my results. So many Cs. At least I have a few As. Hope I didn't fail Math. Is it pronunciated as (MAF), (MAF-T), (MAT)? All these questions:
How to plants live?
Why are some people smarter than others?
How do traffic lights work?
All these everyday stuff, can end up extremely complicated. Its these questions that keep me up at night.



i just want to crawl up into a cave
and leave everyone out
block out all noise
cry my eyes out
i can't stand it anymore
i really can't
you know there are just some days where i just want to end it all
snap
just like that

the world's filled with sadness
and its just like that
the stress
the pain
the sorrow
my tears, they just won't stop
i just want to die
so leave me alone

reality sucks
seriously man
and i can't take it anymore